A Peaceful World

Watching the clouds float in the blue sky above…

 Listening to the sweet tones of a song bird… 

Feeling the sun’s warmth bathing your face… 

Smelling the fragrance of a newly opened blossom…

 Gazing at the river’s lazy meandering…

 I hope today gives you small pocketsof peace to enjoy. 

 The beauty of nature lends an

unmatched tranquility to the soul.

Filled Under: Peoms

Letter to a friend…

I’ve been negligent in writing, been tired of being tired… Je suis malade.

You ask what the air tastes like on the other side? The same, but perhaps somewhat headier the higher you climb. Only your perception changes… how could it not? You look back through the blackened bars at whence you came, seeing only shadows, sometimes of others, sometimes of your former self… and your feelings for those on the other side become a mixture of pity and apathy. If they wanted to be on the same side of the fence, they would make the effort, of course… such is humanity.

Everything is calm… I am relaxing. After months of ups and downs, things have become entirely too tranquil for my liking. Odysseus, across the oceans and back, house restored, peace made with the gods that be… but to what end? A lifetime, drydocked? Twenty years at sea can be a long time, but could it ever be enough? At night, does the song of the sirens haunt the old sailor?

What is the point of happily ever after…? We know in our heads that it doesn’t exist, even if our hearts cry like scared children otherwise… Life is a fight against entropy; a man trying to stand up straight while falling off a cliff, a child building sand castles on the shore… where is tomorrow, and what is the value of today? A queen, reclining luxuriantly on satin sheets, watching the light linger through the curtains… decadent, wanton. Enjoy the decay…

What is the point of a fast life without time to appreciate what we have? The colors swirl around us, unnoticed to those who rush by. What is the point of a life of comfortable observation, analyzed, but never lived? What is the point of the middle ground? A life of compromises… Where is the contentment… where is the way to live? There is none. There is only perception. Life is what you make of it… or what it makes of you. Life will rip into you… will take all that you cherish… will flay your skin with all that you love… life will kill you.

So, is glossy red your preferred color of decay? It’s a beautiful color for today… but will it mock you tomorrow? Can we ever be the equal of our dreams, or will our dreams become the masters of us?

Filled Under: Thoughts

What’s that smell?!

(Hint: It’s your planet.)

2006 is now officially the warmest year on record for the U.S. (At least until next year or the year after that one…)

That’s not all, though. The National Center for Atmospheric Research just said that their latest studies indicate that the problem is far worse than they suspected, and that the Arctic Ocean could be nearly devoid of all ice as early as 2040.

(Which, incidentally, shouldn’t be a problem, so long as you don’t plan on living into your fifties, or having children.)

Oh, be sure to see the animation in that last link. Notice how large visible sections of the icepack above and on Greenland disappear entirely in that animation? Where do you think they have gone?

(Blub, blub, blub.)

But don’t we have a lot of time? No. For those who haven’t noticed, all the old predictions by the experts are being thrown out the window, because their original work didn’t take into account all the various tipping points, global dimming, etc. The new facts are coming in, and sadly, they seem to indicate that James Lovelock is right again.

Of course, you can hope that there are some heretofore unseen triggers that might help cool the planet down — given the fact that there are so many known triggers out there that will warm the planet up — but given the earth’s historic performance on such weather changes, I don’t see this as all that likely. Global environmental changes can happen very rapidly… sorta like extinctions. And frankly, the previous species on the planet weren’t pushing the buttons for extinction like we are.

Of course, it won’t just be Greenland that disappears. It will be Florida, and NYC, and… well, let’s just say that it’s probably already too late to stop this from happening, if this reasearch is correct. All you can do is minimize the impact, and try to stop rising temperatures from setting off even more tipping points that would make the problem even worse. Oh… and you might want to move to Alaska or Canada, while you’re at it.

Mmm. Nothing like melting permafrost! I love the smell of methane in the morning!

***UPDATE***
I also wanted to mention one very disturbing article that came out last year:

"We used to think that it would take 10,000 years for melting at the surface of an ice sheet to penetrate down to the bottom. Now we know it doesn't take 10,000 years; it takes 10 seconds." . . .This summer, lakes several kilometres across formed on the Greenland ice sheet, and drained away to the depths. Scientists measured how, within hours of the lakes forming, the vast ice sheets physically rose up, as if floating on water, and slid towards the ocean. That is why Greenland glaciers are flowing faster, and there are more icebergs breaking off into the Atlantic Ocean. That is why average sea level rise has increased from 2mm a year in the early 1990s to more than 3mm a year now.

Soon it could be a great deal more. Jim Hansen of NASA, George Bush's top climate modeller, predicts that sea level rise will be 10 times faster within a few years, as Greenland destabilises. "Building an ice sheet takes a long time," he says. "But destroying it can be explosively rapid."

Scalewise, it’s a bit like an icecube sliding on a wet countertop. If you lose arctic ice, you expose all sorts of methane / greenhouse gas-producing peat. You also expose dark ground which absorbs the sun’s heat, rather than ice which reflects it back into the atmosphere. Both factors help to accelerate global warming to the point where it cannot be stopped.

Filled Under: General

What happened today..

Something really strange happened today. It kinda freaks me out, to tell the truth.

I’d decided earlier in the week that we’d go out to dinner at a fantastic Chinese Restaurant that I’d discovered two years ago when my uncle lived and worked down in this area. I also wanted to go to a shop N had told me about. It sells organic food, toiletries, candles, local crafts, that sort of thing.

So headed off into town. This was about 4pm.

After ambling around briefly and looking in a couple of interesting little places, we found the shop and I chatted to the owner, and had a good look round and bought a few things (including Stilton Pate, which was a bit of a surprise to me, because not only have I never actually tasted Stilton before, but I absolutely detest strong cheeses) and we went from there, the short walk round the corner to the restaurant. By this time, it was just after 5.

Things were going great until the middle of my main course. I got an inredible shooting pain through my right rib-cage. It felt like someone was trying to rip open my chest from behind. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t speak. Every time I moved, or tried to breathe it would rip right through me again. I started to think maybe I’d popped a rib out of place.

S was obviously starting to get a bit concerned, and started to ask me if I wanted to just leave now, and go home and lie down… or if there was something he could do. I told him that I thought it would probably go away if I just sat quietly for a bit, but that no matter what happens, I’m not going to the hospital. I just couldn’t face ruining a great day by winding up spending hours in a hospital for them to muck me about then send me home having done nothing to help me.

As we finish the meal, I reach down to get my mobile to phone my mom, and it beeps loudly in my ear just after I dial the number. I look at the display and see that I’ve got a voice message.

I dial up the answering service and find a message from my mom… who’s sounding distinctly worried, asking me what happened and what hospital I’m in.

Thorougly confused, I dial her mobile number to find it’s switched off, and I look at the time and realise it’s 6:20 and she’s probably at the station picking up my brother.I dial home to see if she’s got there yet, and find she hasn’t, so I dial her mobile again and this time leave a message asking her to call me back and explain what she’s been smoking. Five minutes passes and she hasn’t called back, so I phone the house again and she picks up and immediately launches into asking what the hell’s wrong with me.

It turns out that she got a text message on her mobile at about 6pm saying “Mai at hospital. Phone here”. Which is interesting, because there are only three people with the number and the ability to send text messages and that’s me, my brother and my dad. Now, given that my brother had been with her all afternoon and left just before 6 pm to go to the cinema, and my dad was at work and nowhere near me, I have no idea who could have sent that message.

What freaks me out is that she got that message right around the time I was saying to Serj that there was no way I was going to the hospital…. but it wasn’t me who sent it, because the mobile was switched off and in my bag.I’ve wracked my brains all evening trying to figure it out, but I just can’t. I just hope it doesn’t happen again. I’ve had way too much phone weirdness in the last three years, I really can’t be arsed dealing with any more. 

Filled Under: Personal

Love & Marriage Myths

I think that many myths that surround marriage give couples unrealistic expectations. Disappointment is sure to come for people who are looking for the Cinderella-like happily-ever-after storybook marriage year after year.

If you watch late night TV, enjoy classic movies, listen to love songs, or read romantic novels, then you may have an image of marriage that never, ever was.

Do you remember or have you watched Father Knows Best, Leave it to Beaver, Ozzie and Harriet, Bewitched, I Love Lucy, The Honeymooners, The Donna Reed Show, Lassie, and Cinderella?

Think about the fact that nearly all of these households were the traditional family of mom, dad, and kids. They didn’t seem to have any real problems either because there are no story lines about prior marriages, step-children, physical abuse, infidelities, drinking problems, drugs, dropping out of school, political discussions, civil disobedience, unemployment, severe economic problems, and threats or even thoughts of divorce. The father was the breadwinner and the mother made the bread. Until All in the Family came along, plots seemed to focus on white lies, mischief, and misunderstandings.

These shows made us believe that life was wonderful, that all of our needs could be met by our spouse, children were the icing on the cake, marriage would solve all of our problems, and we would live happily ever after.

Now before I start talking anot MY Marriage Myths I just need to say that what ever happens, these myths are personal opinion, I’m not generalizing it, and I’m not expecting everybody to see it true, but that jusy how I see it.

  • MYTH: Loneliness Myth that marriage will end our loneliness.
    REALITY: Many married people are still very lonely.
  • MYTH: Fulfillment Fallacy which makes us believe that being married makes us complete human beings.
    REALITY: A couple complements one another, not completes one another.
  • MYTH: Marriage Is for Everyone.
    REALITY: There are a lot of unmarried people who are extremely happy.
  • MYTH: Monogamy Myth makes a couple believe that they are the only ones who are dealing with infidelity or that it only happens to bad or weak people.
    REALITY: It is a societal issue that needs to be openly addressed so that monogamy becomes more attainable for more people.
  • MYTH: Romance will always be alive in a good marriage.
    REALITY: Nearly all relationships experience peaks and valleys. The everyday problems and challenges of married life can often cloud over romantic feelings. This is when making the decision to love is important.
  • MYTH: Marriage makes people happy.
    REALITY: We can’t expect our spouse to be our one source of happiness. Our personal happiness must come from within ourselves. Marriage can complement our own individual happiness but it can’t be the primary source.
  • MYTH: We won’t have major problems if we truly love one another.
    REALITY: A good marriage doesn’t just happen. It takes nurturing and work.
  • MYTH: My spouse should know my needs without my saying anything.
    REALITY: Just because we’re married doesn’t mean we can read minds. We have to tell our spouses what our needs are.
  • MYTH: Conflict means a lack of love.
    REALITY: Conflict happens in every marriage. Fighting fair and for the relationship, and not just to “win” is healthy in a marriage. 
  • I believe a marriage needs love, support, tolerance, communication, realistic expectations, caring, nurturing, and a sense of humor to be successful. Many of the more recent television shows like Mad About You, Home Improvement, To Have and To Hold, The Cosby Show, Dharma & Greg, and Everybody Loves Raymond reflect these values and show that marriages can survive conflict, disappointment, and problems.

    I guess what I’m trying to say after all thsese myths is Love is looked as thing given to you not as a thing given a away. Love has to be given, love is not hugging , kissing, and holding, sending flowers ar cards or anything of that sort I know, so many girls that get caught up in how romantic a guy is. Sometimes, I’m almost afraid to voice my opinions to the other girls, but, I don’t want a guy to always be doing romantic stuff for me. I WON”T love a person because of what he does for me, i’ll love a person for who he is to me.

    Love, TRUE LOVE, is putting up witha person day after day and learnong not to be bothered by the little things that aooy you. LOVE is staying with a person because you committed to doing so forever. Love is realizing that you care about the other person more than you care about youreself. Love is commitment.

    Filled Under: Thoughts

    LV Dishes

    After work today I was greeted at the door by two boxes from Lillian Vernon catalog. I ordered some new dishes for my MOM a week or so ago and they’re here! I love them already. I got 2 sets, which is 8 plates, 8 bowls, 8 salad plates, and 8 mugs.I know Lillian Vernon is a very grandmotherly kind of catalog to shop from, but they have such pretty dishes. I got some for a friend awhile back that had the cutest ladybug, bee, dragonfly and butterfly pattern. They were the kind of gift you buy for someone else and end up coveting. Then I knew I would have to have
    LV dishes for my mom.The other good thing about
    LV is that they have great customer service. When I opened my boxes today, 2 of the mugs had broken in transit. So I called up the toll-free number and now they are sending me 2 more mugs. I don’t even have to send back the others.They do have a web site but they’re not really very well-equipped to do business online. Besides, it’s really funny when you call, and you get the message “Hello, this is Lillian. Thank you for calling.” Hee hee.The only potential drawback is that today in the mail I also got a catalog from Harriet Carter. And you KNOW she got my name from
    LV. I’m sure those two share address books. Not that I really mind getting the Harriet Carter catalog, as cheesy as it is, they really have some good stuff. But I know this is just the beginning, and the floodgates are about to open . . . soon I’ll be coming home to stacks and stacks of old-lady catalogs falling out of my mailbox, most likely.

    Filled Under: Personal

    I’m on Qwaider Planet…

    Qwaider Planet

    I was so proud when I knew that I’ve been added to Qwaider Planet for a week now.

    Simply this post is to thank Qwaider for the trust he gave me by adding a beginner like me to the blogsphere :)

    I think I have to start working harder on my little space there to deserve that spot that I have over there ;)

    thank you again Qwaider

    Filled Under: Personal

    حرية رأي ام إساءةالى المحجبات؟

    سيدي صاحب التصريحات الرنانة و زير ثقافة مصر( بلد مسلم عربي تتواجد به  نسبة كبيرة من النساء المحجبات), لا ادري الى متى سنبقى نستمع الى وزراء (متأمركين) بافكارهم و بعيدين  بارائهم و افكارهم و ثقافتهم عنا و نعتبرها حرية رأي و الدستور يضمن له حرية الرأي بينما من يمس شخص رئيس عربي يحاكم بالخيانة العظمى و انه عدو الوطن و الدين.سيدي وزير الثقافة هل لي ضمن اطار حرية التعبير عن الرأي  الذي ضمنه لي الدستور ان اسالك بعض الاسئلة؟هل باستلامك منصب وزير ثقافة مصر وصلت الى منتهى الثقافة( بعد خمسطاشر سنة خدمة في وزارة الثقافة) و بيد كل مواطن كتاب و في كل منزل  لوحة لبيكاسو و كتب ارسطو و احمد شوقي و غسان كنفاني غدت اكثر مبيعاً من اسطوانات نانسي و هيفا , لتتنازل عن منصبك الثقافي لتذهب الى  منصب الفقهاء و تجاهر بأراء لا يعنينا رأي شخصك الكريم بها و تعتبر الحجاب تخلف للفتاة و هو غير مفروض في الشرع؟هل تملك من الشهادات الدراسية و الفخرية ما يخولك  الافتاء ام انك تنافس على منصب وزير الشؤون الاسلامية؟هل بتصريحات مثل تصريحاتك سوف تتجرأ في يوم من الايام ان تدافع عن اي قضية اسلامية بصفتك وزير ثقافة بلد مسلم و انت تستنكر و تجاهر برفضك لما يميزنا عن باقي الشعوب ؟هل من المناسب في وقت نعتبره وقت مفصلي في صراع الاديان و الدين الاسلامي الحنيف يحارب على جميع الاصعدة ان تأتي لتزيد الطين بلة و تستهر بما فرضه الله علينا كمسلمات؟هل  اصابك شيئ من الغيرة من حضرة البابا  و حضرة  الرنيس الامريكي وغيرهم ممن يحملون الكثير من الحقد و الكره  لهذا الدين العظيم بتهجمهم على ديننا الاسلامي فبادرت الى مساندة هذه التوجهات ؟حقيقة لا ادري ما هي نوعية العقول التي نختارها في وزرائنا عامة و في وزير كوزير الثقافة خاصة, فلو كان وزير للثرروة الحيوانية لما اثارتني تصريحاته و لكنني لست متأكدة فيما اذا كانت الثروة الحيوانية سوف تستثار من شخص  كوزيرهم!كان الله في عون الثروة البشرية لما ابتلاهم ربهم بوزراء حققو جميع اهداف و خطط و زاراتهم ووصلوا الى الكمال المطلق.هم لايكادو يضيعوا فرصة لاستفزاز مشاعر هذا الشعب المرفه  ذو الثروات الطائلة الذي لا ينقصه في هذا الوقت الا هؤلاء الاشخاص  بعدما اختطفوا لقمة العيش من افواه صغارهم اصبحو يختطفون حتى راحة المواطن الفكرية و النفسية و حريته في معتقداته و حريته في تطبيق دينه و لبس الحجاب (انا ناقصك يا خوية).انا شخصيا لا ادعي بانني لم اقهر داخليا من شخص كالسيد وزير ثقافة ام الدنيا الا انني لا اكترث لرأي انسان لا نعرف ما هي اتجاهاته الدينية او الفكرية  و ما هو المقصد الحقيقي من وراء تصريحاته بان الحجاب ليس فرض و انه لا يرى ضرورة له و… لعله لايدري بان  من هو مطالب بلبس الحجاب هي المرأة دون الرجل فلا تخف سيدي  لن يطالبك الدين الاسلامي بان تتحجب و تحرم المواطن العربي من جمال طلتك البهية .دعونا ندعو لوزيرنا الكريم ان ينعم الله عليه بنعمة الجواز الامريكي و ان يصبح ضمن حاشية بوش حينها سوف تجد تصريحاتك سيدي موضوع ترحيب و ربما سارت مظاهرات مؤيدة لارائك بدل المظاهرات المعترضة على حريتك الشخصية و اذا وصفتنا بالتخلف فمرحى للتخلف و انني اول المتخلفين.اللهم لا تؤاخذنا بما فعل السفهاء بنا … نقطة 

    رانيا

     

    Filled Under: Thoughts

    Omar Otoum… Medina and Mecca

    ladies and gentlemen, I  present you proudly my dearest cousin Omar Otoum with his newest article about his trip for Umrah, its a very interesting article, and it was puplished in theie local newspaper, for those who are inerested seriously its a must read …

    the article:

    “Sunday, December 31, 2006

    Medina and Mecca
    A Louisville Muslim shares his pilgrimage

    By Omar Attum
    Special to The Courier-Journal

    The scoop of McDonald’s ice cream struggled to retain its shape against the pounding Saudi sun. I stepped into the full bus, leaving Riyadh for a pilgrimage to Medina and Mecca.

    The hajj is the required pilgrimage of all Muslims who can undertake such a journey. I had heard the stories of crowds, stampedes and long lines for the world’s largest pilgrimage. One has to be mentally prepared for such a journey and pay off all debts before setting off.

    I was not ready by either account. Instead, I was undertaking an umrah, an optional and lesser pilgrimage that has fewer stipulations and can take place any time of the year, unlike the hajj. For less than $100, I had chosen the most spartan and least expensive tour package for the 2,000-kilometer roundtrip journey. There would be no guide, only hostel reservations and a seat on a bus that left on schedule, with or without me.

    My reserved seat was at the back of the bus, with the rest of the men traveling alone. Women, children and families sat in the front. Most of the passengers were from Asia or Africa, home to the majority of the world’s Muslims. I was the only American and one of the few Arabs on board.

    “Alakum Al Salaam (I return the peace unto you),” I responded to the traditional Islamic greeting from the passenger who sat next to me. I made small talk by asking Mohammed if this was his first trip. He responded proudly, “This is my fourth umrah, and I have already performed the hajj.”

    Mohammed performs the umrah as a religious vacation to meditate through prayer and self-reflection and to reconnect with the larger international Muslim community. Mohammed has worked for an IT company in Riyadh for the last four years. He plans to work in Saudi Arabia one more year to save money before returning to India to buy a home and start a family. I asked him, “Any advice for a beginner?” In a sage-like voice, he advised, “Have patience. If you don’t, it will be forced upon you.”

    The Prophet’s mosque

    A gentle tug on my shoulder awakened me from my slumber as Mohammed told me, “We have to hurry if we are going to make the fajr (dawn) prayer.”

    We had arrived in Medina. Visiting Medina is not part of the umrah. It is an optional side trip to visit the Prophet Muhammad’s birthplace and home after he was exiled from Mecca in 622 for insisting on the worship of one God.

    There was no mistaking the direction of Islam’s second holiest site, Masjid al Nabi, the Prophet’s mosque. I followed the excited pilgrims from the bus-filled parking lot to the distant rows of minarets glowing in the floodlights. Inside, the luxurious Islamic art and colorful, ornate embroideries overwhelmed my senses.

    After the prayers, we made our way to a crowded corner of the mosque to see the Prophet’s grave. Some pilgrims, overwhelmed with emotion, tried to kiss or touch the tomb, to the dismay of the religious security guards, who admonished them, “Don’t worship the Prophet — this is a sin; he is human.”

    Medina is also home to other historic mosques. The Mosque of the Two Qiblahs is where Muslims stopped praying toward Jerusalem (the old qiblah or prayer direction) and started facing Mecca as the new qiblah.

    I stopped an elderly local man for directions to the old city. As he rested on his cane, he said, “There is no old city; the Prophet’s mosque has taken over the old city.”

    The Prophet’s mosque was originally built by Muhammad himself. Today, it is larger than a football stadium and expanding to accommodate more than a half-million worshipers. I eventually did find some of the old mosques. They were minuscule and seemed out of place, dwarfed by the sounds of traffic and the shadows of high-rises.

    A setback

    We left Medina for Miqat, where my umrah would begin once I was in a state of ihram, a declared mental and physical state whose cleansing rituals signify a readiness to perform the pilgrimage.

    The bus door opened and the driver warned, “We leave in one hour sharp,” as we headed to the bathhouse to perform the cleansing rituals. I studied the men in the lines in front of me, waiting for a shower stall. It was relatively easy to guess the pilgrims’ socioeconomic status and ethnicities from their hairstyles, clothes and shoes.

    I watched them disappear into the stalls, where they would shower, clip their fingernails, cut off a hair lock and shave all body hair. They exited looking more like equals, wearing two simple white cloths, one wrapped around the waist and the other draped over the left shoulder. Women wear a white robe and scarf, with the face exposed.

    My ihram state was completed after I prayed in the mosque, asking God to accept my umrah. I was now forbidden to kill any animal (including roaches), to engage in sexual behavior or cut any hair, and I would have to exhibit patience with others until my pilgrimage was over. I was now ready to go to Mecca, or so I thought.

    To my disbelief, the bus was not in the parking lot. I had been gone for over an hour, and the bus was punctual. I had lost track of time, and all my belongings, my clothes and camera were going to Mecca without me.

    Finding the Ka’bah

    Embarrassed, I walked to a small, one-room building marked “police station.” There, covered in a toga-like outfit, with my jeans and T-shirt inside the clear bag that the ihram clothes came in, I told an officer I had missed the bus. “Try to find another bus to take you to Mecca,” he advised. I walked around and came back. “They’re all full,” I told him. He brought me some tea and promised to take me to the taxi station if I could not find a seat within the next half-hour.

    The unofficial taxi was an ultra-economy rental car, whose fare I shared with two other passengers, Salim from Sudan and Naseem from India, who worked as hotel receptionists in Mecca. The taxi driver, Gamal, worked part-time by renting a car and driving people between Medina and Mecca.

    As with most of my experiences in the Arab world, my companions were more intrigued by my American background than my Arab background. I answered their questions — “Is it safe for Muslims in America? Do Americans hate Muslims? Have you experienced racism after 9/11? How do you feel about the Iraq invasion? Who did you vote for in the last election?” — as the car twisted and turned through the mountains.

    Arrival in Mecca

    Mecca never goes to sleep. Its compounds and mosques are open 24 hours. It was only a few hours before sunrise, and people were walking inside the mosque, while families sat outside on the courtyard floor enjoying themselves in the cool summer night. Children played tag or rode their bicycles while worn-out parents snoozed or prayed.

    The top of the Ka’bah could be seen above the swirling masses of people. The Ka’bah is a small, cubed building that, according to Islamic tradition, was built by the prophet Adam, and then rebuilt by the prophets Abraham and his son Ishmael and later the Prophet Muhammad. It serves as the geographical center of Islam, marking the direction that Muslims face to pray five times a day.

    I began the tawaf, the first of my seven counterclockwise circles around the Ka’bah to symbolize the oneness of the Muslim community and that God is the center of human activity. With each circle, I made my way closer to the Ka’bah, encapsulated by an intense crowd, chanting “La byak allah labaehk, (You have called me, God, and I have come).”

    Seeing the Ka’bah for the first time, I felt like I had finally met the legend that marked the direction of my prayers wherever I was in the world. In the United States, I face east to pray. In Riyadh, the direction of my prayers was west, toward the Ka’bah. Although I had seen a million pictures of the Ka’bah, it had always remained an abstract. Now it was a reality.

    Some pilgrims, overwhelmed with emotion, pushed their way through the crowd, tears flowing, to try to touch or kiss the Ka’bah. The religious police scolded them, “Do not worship the Ka’bah; it is a stone.” I marked the end of tawaf by prostrating in prayer. In supplication, the pillars of life, such as family and health, were exposed, with the trivial clutter gently swept away.

    I reenacted the sa’i, Hajar’s frantic search for water for herself and Abraham’s son, Ishmael, who, according to Islamic tradition, were stranded in the valley of Mecca until the Angel Gabriel led them to the well of Zamzam by walking between the peaks of Mount Safa and Mount Marwah seven times. The mountains are more like hills, whose granite peaks are now connected by a road-sized path of marble, covered by a roof and ceiling fans to protect against the merciless sun.

    The diversity of the world was represented in Mecca. It was as if nationalities, ethnicities and social classes temporarily disappeared. People were part of the same human family. Although Mecca is in the heart of the Arabian peninsula, the diversity of the pilgrims reinforces that Islam is an international religion.

    The people in the pilgrimage paused when the call to the fajr prayer sounded. Lines were instinctively formed. There was no time to segregate the sexes for prayer, as is usual; men and women prayed in the same rows. The pilgrimage abruptly resumed after the prayer.

    I completed my circuit and cut a lock of hair to declare that my umrah was over. This action sanctified what was forbidden for me during ihram. I then went to the barber to have the rest cut.

    Back to reality

    The slap of reality is a rude awakening outside of the Haram al Sharif (the Holy Mosque) as commercial enterprise defines status according to where you sleep, eat and shop. There are opulent Hiltons for the wealthiest Muslims, as well as hostels or the free, white marble floor of the mosque courtyard for those with little or no money. Fast-food stalls line the sidewalks. Global chains such as Hardee’s and Pizza Hut are busy in the malls, and five-star dining is available in the finest hotels.

    Historically, pilgrims often paid for their return by trading or selling goods from their homeland. Global commerce is still important today, as mall signs advertised the brand names of Tommy Hilfiger, Oakley, Nike and Body Shop. Outside, people were hawking fabrics, clothes and cheap electronics from Asia.

    I spent my last day and a half answering calls to prayer by returning to the Haram al Sharif. I spent a lot of time inside, meditating and watching people.

    One day, in accented English, a stranger invited me to join him and his daughter as he handed me some bottled water and dried fruit. My reading an English translation of the Quran had probably piqued his interest. At first I declined, thanking him in accented Arabic for his thoughtfulness. But he was adamant that I share his company, while insisting on speaking to me in English.

    At first I felt uncomfortable with this undeserved attention, but then I appreciated his attempt to make someone from the English-speaking world feel welcome.

    Attum is a freelance writer and photographer based in Louisville. He spent a year in Saudi Arabia working for the Conservation Program of the Zoological Society of London.”

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    اعدام صدام حسين

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     اعدم الرئيس العراقي السابق صدام حسين لادانته بارتكاب جرائم ضد الانسانية فجر امس السبت في نهاية عنيفة مثيرة لزعيم حكم العراق على مدى ثلاثة عقود قبل ان

     يطيح به غزو امريكي عام 2003. فيما  قتل انفجار قنبلة 36 شخصا في بلدة شيعية في عملية من نفس نوعية الهجمات الطائفية التي تدفع العراق تجاه الحرب الاهلية منذ اطاحت القوات الامريكية بصدام .
    وعرض تلفزيون حكومي لقطات لصدام يبدو رابط الجأش ويتحدث مع جلاده الذي كان يرتدي قناعا وهو يضع حبل المشنقة حول رقبة الرئيس السابق.
    وعرض تلفزيون يديره الشيعة لقطات ذات جودة منخفضة تظهر الجثمان في كفن ابيض وكانت رقبة صدام ملتوية وظهر على خده الايسر ما بدا كبقعة دم او كدمة.
    وقال مسؤول عراقي شاهد الاعدام لرويترز “كان الامر سريعا جدا. مات على الفور”. واضاف ان وجه الرئيس السابق كان مكشوفا وانه ظهر هادئا وردد دعاء
    قصيرا في حين كان حراس عراقيون يقودونه الى المشنقة ويحكمون الحبل حول رقبته.
    وقال سامي العسكري وهو حليف سياسي لرئيس الوزراء نوري المالكي بعد تنفيذ الاعدام وراء ابواب مغلقة في منشأة تابعة لوزارة العدل في شمال
    بغداد “سمعنا عنقه ينكسر”.
    وخرج الشيعة الذين ينتمي اليهم المالكي والذين عانوا من القمع تحت حكم صدام الى الشوارع احتفالا بتنفيذ الحكم. ودعا رئيس الوزراء انصار صدام
    البعثيين السنة الى انهاء تمردهم. ووصف الرئيس الامريكي جورج بوش اعدام صدام بأنه “حدث مهم” على طريق العراقيين الى الديمقراطية.
    وقال المالكي ان اعدام صدام ينهي كل المراهنات المحزنة على احتمال العودة الى الديكتاتورية. وحث أتباع النظام المخلوع على اعادة النظر في موقفهم مشيراالى أن الباب ما زال مفتوحا أمام أي أحد يده غير ملطخة بدم الابرياء للمساعدة في اعادة اعمار العراق من أجل كل العراقيين.
    وافاد مسؤولون ان المالكي لم يحضر تنفيذ الاعدام. وعرض التلفزيون الحكومي لقطات له وهو يوقع امر تنفيذ الحكم.
    وقالت الشرطة في الكوفة القريبة من مدينة النجف المقدسة لدى الشيعة ان 36 شخصا قتلوا واصيب 58 في انفجار السيارة الملغومة في سوق مزدحم بالناس. واضافت ان الجمهور المحتشد قتل رجلا اتهموه بزرع القنبلة.
    وقال بوش في بيان من مزرعته بتكساس ان”تطبيق العدالة على صدام حسين لن ينهي العنف في العراق ولكنه حدث بارز مهم على طريق العراق لان يصبح دولة
    ديمقراطية تستطيع ان تحكم وتبقى وتدافع عن نفسها”.
    وكان بوش وصف صدام بأنه طاغية ويهدد الامن العالمي رغم عدم ثبوت مزاعم امتلاكه لاسلحة نووية وغيرها بعد الغزو عام 2003 .
    ورفع مقتل اربعة جنود امريكيين اجمالي القتلى من القوات الامريكية الى 2996 مقتربا خطوة اخرى من رقم ثلاثة الاف المثير للمشاعر. ويواجه بوش بالفعل خيبة امل شعبية متزايدة ازاء الحرب مع انزلاق العراق الى صراع طائفي شامل بين السنة الذين ينتمي اليهم صدام والاغلبية الشيعية.
    ورغم المخاوف من رد فعل المتمردين السنة الا ان ردود الفعل الاولية كانت
    هادئة الى حد كبير مع بدء العراقيين عطلة على مدى اسبوع بمناسبة عيد الاضحى.
    وعلى العكس من اوقات التوتر السابقة لم يفرض حظر تجول في بغداد بعد تنفيذ
    الاعدام.
    ورقص الشيعة في شوارع مدينة النجف واطلقت السيارات ابواقها في انحاء
    مدينة الصدر الشيعية ببغداد.
    وقدمت محطة التلفزيون السنية الرئيسية في العاصمة تغطية محدودة للحدث رغم
    انها عرضت لقطات قديمة لصدام يجتمع مع وزير الدفاع الامريكي السابق دونالد
    رامسفيلد حين ساعدت واشنطن العراق ضد ايران الاسلامية في الثمانينات.
    وعلى الجانب الاخر عرضت محطة العراقية الحكومية لقطات تفصيلية لضباط صدام يعدمون ضحاياهم ويضربونهم.
    وقال رجل من الدجيل شهد في محاكمة صدام عن قتل 148 شيعيا من البلدة انه
    رأى جثمان صدام في مكتب المالكي وبكى من اجل اقاربه القتلى الذين ذكر ان
    الرئيس السابق قتلهم.
    وقال جواد الزبيدي لرويترز انه بكى حين رأى الجثمان في النعش. واضاف انه
    تذكر والده واشقاءه الثلاثة القتلى . وتابع انه اقترب من الجثمان قائلا ان هذه
    عقوبة يستحقها كل طاغية.
    وقال مسؤول كبير حضر تنفيذ الحكم لرويترز ان صدام “بدا هادئا جدا. لم
    يرتجف”. وكان الرئيس السابق /69 عاما/ مكبلا لكن وجهه كان مكشوفا وهو يتجه الى حبل الاعدام.
    وردد صدام الشهادتين حين كان الحراس يقتادونه الى المشنقة.
    ورفض استئناف صدام ضد حكم الاعدام قبل اربعة ايام وسيكون الاعدام السريع
    مصدر سرور للشيعة. لكن تنفيذ الحكم قد يغضب الاقلية السنية التي ينتمي
    اليها صدام وقد يغضب ايضا بعض الاكراد الذين يأملون في ادانة صدام بتهمة
    ارتكاب اعمال ابادة ضدهم.
    لكن بعد الشكاوى بشأن التدخل السياسي في المحاكمة فقد تثير سرعة الاعدام
    مزيدا من القلق بشأن عدالة العملية التي رعتها الولايات المتحدة.
    وقال سليم الجبوري المتحدث باسم الحزب السني الرئيسي في حكومة الوحدة
    الوطنية ان “توقيت الاعدام والطريقة المفاجئة التي نفذ بها قد تثير غضب
    الناس”.
    وقال مسؤولون ان اعدام برزان التكريتي الاخ غير الشقيق لصدام والقاضي
    السابق عواد البندر سيتم بعد اجازة عيد الاضحى. وكانت محكمة التمييز العراقية
    ايدت ايضا الحكم باعدام البندر والتكريتي لدورهما في احداث الدجيل.
    وقال محافظ صلاح الدين وهي المحافظة التي توجد بها مدينة تكريت مسقط رأس
    صدام  ان عشيرة الرئيس السابق تتفاوض مع الحكومة لدفن جثمانه في قريته العوجة حيث دفن ولداه عدي وقصي في 2003 . واضاف المحافظ ان الحكومة تريد دفن صدام في بغداد

     

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