Maioush

I’m in to this drawing thing these days, I’m still learning how to draw, it’s an interesting way to express your feelings without a lot of talking (you know, sometimes, the less you talk, the better!!), I’m not a graphic designer, but I like these thin black lines, it’s simple for me to draw, and I guess it delivers the message, I used to suck in drawing classes (I still suck really), I’ve never been good at it, so bare with me until I find the right words to say…

Ok I just ruined the purpose of this picture with all the talking!!!

Wishing for you warm breezes,

Skies filled with sun,

Rainbows after each storm,

Laughter in your heart,

Comfort in your sadness,

Light to chase the darkness,

Tears to ease your grief,

Smiles to ease your pain,

Truth in what you seek,

Faith in those you trust,

Shelter from the elements,

Wings to lift you up,

Hearts to share your pleasure,

Friendship for all times,

Love for all your ages.

You are someone important in my life.

I would wish you all things bright

and beautiful in this world.

Because knowing you has added

happiness to mine.

Don’t say you are not important, it’s not true.. God has plan for you, the path maybe unclear right now, but one day you’ll see that all that came before was meant to be…

God wrote the book that is your life, you need to know each day that you are living is written long time ago.. so be proud of what you are, your character is important, in this book you are the star…

1. I’m a cleaning freak.

2. My brother has straight hair,

3. I don’t.

4. I used to teach Belly Dancing in Amman.

5. The first record I ever owned was Amr Diab, Ya 3omrena 1994.

6. I am open-minded about sleeping pills.

7. I laugh out loud on public if I remember something funny,

8. And I always laugh in front of the TV or at the cinema.

9. My parents wouldn’t let me have a lock on my bedroom door when I was a kid.

10. I’m often mistaken for a Greek person these days. Is that a compliment?

11. I am often blissfully unaware of world events.

12. I always count on my fingers.

13. My favorite parts of my body are my hands and my feet.

14. Nobody wanted me on their singing team back in school.

15. My favorite place in the world (so far) is Rum.

16. I can’t whistle using my figures.

17. When asked to describe me, several (supposedly) good friends used the word “sensitive”.

18. I never know where to put myself when someone pays me a compliment.

19. I used to bight my nails until I was 21.

20. I started wearing glasses when I was 14, and I hated it since day one!

21. My skin is not as light, but I buy bunch of tanning creams because I can’t stand being light.

22. The first book I’ve ever read was “Great Expectations”, and I got it from my uncle’s library.

23. I have Nizar Qabbani’s complete collection.

24. Candles are one of my huge obsessions besides watching the moon phases.  

25. I hate my birthday; it’s never been my lucky day.

26. I’m 26.

There are some moments in your life that you know will be moments you remember forever.  And they’re not the cheesy high school graduation pictures, or the first time you see the love of your life.  They’re not moments like your wedding day, or spending Sunday afternoons with someone special.  They’re moments you don’t even realize are moments to remember until you’re right in the middle of them.

Knowing that everything’s about to change.  I know all of this.  And… and I’m… happy.

There is no end, I know that now.  But knowing there is no end is not the end in itself.  Does that make sense?  

Oh God, what am I trying to say?  I gleefully embrace the fact that there will be no happy ending.  The world will keep going, I will keep going, it’s not the end, there is no end.  Not yet.  Not ever.

And I’m comfortable with all of this, I could change my mind.  I could change everything.  There is no end, right?  Maybe it’s not the end. everything will be fine.  No.  I can do it.  I can change.  I can jump.

For the first time, it feels like there’s light at the end of the tunnel.  Except it’s not a tunnel, it’s a cliff. 

And it’s pitch black, and there’s a black ocean raging underneath, just like how I saw it out the room window, but there is a light.  I see the light and that’s what I’m jumping for.  And I can make it.  I know I can.  I’ve never been so sure of anything before.  I’m not tied to any one ending.  Because there is no end.  You can always change.  Everyone is capable of change.  It’s only the weak ones who can’t.  It’s the ones who are scared who don’t.  And me.  Me.  I’m not scared any more.

Why people in my age always try to find love?Why they keep thinking about it? And why everyone is obsessed of the idea of having someone to care about and bring loved?

I mean what is that huge desire everybody to some kind of insanity and confusion thinking about relationships and love stories? It’s not that I deny being a normal girl likes these kind of stuff, but I keep resisting having desire which I have like anyone else, because I know I’m not good at it!!!

By Richard Marx & Donna Lewis from the movie “ANASTASIA”

This sound track is one of my favorite movies sound tracks beside the lion king, and beauty and the beast sound tracks :)

 I know I’ve been posting a lot of music and videos lately, but I really feel like music these days….

Enjoy my friends ;)

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A guy works 5o miles away from his house, decided to buy a car, he looks around to see what’s the best option for him to buy, he settles down for corolla since it’s affordable, known as the most fuel efficient car, and will last for a long time, so basically that’s what he needs.

But he sees this Mercedes and he starts thinking “Hmm, maybe this what I want”.. he decides to buy it ALTHOUGH he knows deep inside that this car will not be as helpful since he drives a lot, and it’s not the best choice , and it will cause him a lot of financial trouble, but you know what he does?? He still gets the Mercedes, he feels extremely happy that he got what he wanted, until the car starts causing real problems.

the guy is reconsidering getting back to that corolla he really needed in the first place, but now he has a little problem, he can’t afford it any more, he paid so much money on the stupid Mercedes and filling it with humongous amount of gas every day.. too bad

As they say… too little too late …

 I have no idea why I’m saying this … oh well , I guess it’s one of those crazy days… peace everybody …