A parents’s prayer

I pray that I may let my child live her own life, and not the one I wish I had lived. therefore, guard me against burdening her with doing what I failed to do. help me to see her missteps today in perspective against the long road she must go, and grant me the grace […]

How to find yourself in your busy day

When you become a mother, you gain another part of your soul, but you can also lose a part of yourself as an individual. Because I have unconditional love for my daughter, I often put her before myself, sometimes even before my basic needs. Does this sound familiar to any of you? I often get so busy […]

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I Am Happiest When…

1. I’m happiest when I get full run of the kitchen to create masterpieces. I thoroughly enjoy making complete meals from scratch. A lot of the time our fridge looks as if it has been robbed, as we’ve got practically nothing in it, but no worries! What may look like nothing to everyone else is […]

الله يلعن أبو الغربه

This song makes me cry when i listen to it now, I hate being away, why do people leave??? why do they manage to live away from the people they love and need? the people who would do anything to make sure we are happy, I miss my mom, my dad, my brothers, i just […]

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استحلفكم بالله أن تدعو له بالشفاء و كشف السوء استحلفكم بالله أن كنتم تعلمون مسلماً مستجاب الدعاء أن يدعو له لا إله الا الله الحليم الكريم .. لا اله الا الله العلي العظيم لا إله الا الله رب السماوات السبع و رب العرش العظيم لا إله إلا الله وحده لا شريك له له الملك .. […]

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Surrounded by miserable geeks

And I have been for the past 5 years really, but this one is really different, these around me are the miserable type, they have no life away from their computers, I’ve been seeing the weirdest geeks ever, the type that don’t have any kind of communication skills, what so ever, they have no idea […]

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Happy Mothers day Emmi, I miss you so much

Ana KTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER ba7ebek o meshta2alek Mama…. Ya rab y5aleeki ya Emmi… Ya set el 7abayeb . Baba, Allah ytamem 3aleak bel shefa ya rab o ydeemak foo2 rasna dayman. Ba7ebkom kteeeeeeeeeeeeeer o meshta2alkom aktar… allah ma ye7remni menkom…

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No…You don’t have bone marrow cancer; it’s just a bad dream

Tomorrow at noon I’ll be heading to California, I wish I can say I’m going there for a vacation, I’m going there to see m dad, he was diagnosed with bone marrow cancer (multiple myeloma). I still can’t believe it, for me it’s just a bad dream, my dad will be fine, that’s what I […]

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Some people just don’t get it… la e7sas wala dam!!

Khalaaaas I’ve had it with some people, what part of me ignoring you don’t you get? Tayeb balash, what part of me telling you that I don’t want to talk to you don’t you get?? I just don’t get it, can people really be that “mlkal7een” I mean help me out here, when you tell […]

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The slowest 9 hours every week!

Since I started this job, they told me I have to work Sundays, I take Friday off instead, and OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH MYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD, the day goes by SUPER SLOW, nobody is here except me and couple of guys from the lab. I have to admit, I’m one of those who’d rather have a very busy day […]

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