A matter of time before it breaks
He finally said it…, he finally got the courage to tell her what he never imagined he might say…, but he did say it…
He told her the hardest thing ever to be said, he gave her the choice of staying or leaving…, he gave up…just like she did…
He started to feel like he does not have the right to keep her, is not that weird?! , he always felt she is everything, how could u not keep something you can’t live without? Would you just give it up…just like he did??
he realises things are not the way they always used to be…, all that passion they used to hold for each other is gone…, he believes its not his fault nor hers…but it is certainly obvious that they lost beautiful feelings they once had…
Sometimes he thinks things could work out again…, that maybe something can be done to save what they still have, and maybe he could enjoy those feelings again…, but then he gets back to reality where bad things happen and sometimes there’s nothing can be done to stop them…
He is willing to do whatever it takes to make things work out…, but apparently, what it takes is something he cannot do…, nothing can bring him back…
And now…, he knows it is just a matter of time before they become seperated away from each other… in a way they could never get back again and heal the wounds they caused for each other…
All what they have now is a delicate fragile bond, each one of them is trying hard to hold to it…, but eventually it will be broken…
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