RUN AWAY AND HIDE!!
I’ve been feeling that my brain is full of junk for a while now, I have so many things to say, but I don’t feel like it, I even feel too lazy to write a post, I almost write one every single day, and you know what I do when I’m done? I delete it and turn off the computer and leave, why?? God only knows.
It looks like I write more when I’m mad than when I’m happy, well, it started that way aslant!! I started this blog like 3 years ago when I was feeling down about me moving to the states, and instead of going to a shrink, I started writing and posting, looks like it works for me.
But I don’t know, these days I feel like writing so bad, but I don’t know why I’m not doing it, I know I’ll feel better when I do, but I just don’t want to..
Do you people get mad at yourselves? Cuz I do! And I’m mad at myself at this moment, I wanna do so many things, but I don’t have time to do it, and it has nothing to do with Ramadan, it’s me, I think I got used to it, although I’m not suppose to, I wanna change it, or you know what, I wanna go somewhere to be by myself for few days, and I mean by that just me, like run away and hide from everybody and everything around me to me alone, I feel like it so bad!! Bedi akoon ALONE!! JAD ALONE!! No internet, no phone, no way to communicate with any human being for few days, seriously.. I need to clear my mind, but I know that there is no way for that to happen even in my dreams.
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