EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED…
I was cleaning my closet last night, and while cleaning it a box where I usually put my letters and gifts accidentally fell. It was scattered everywhere and I had no choice but to pick it up and put it in its proper place. As soon as I returned the letters, I just sat down and start reading the letters one by one. I don’t know what happened I just can’t stop myself reading the letters and almost from my friends back in Jordan, 2 hours had passed, when I finished reading all the letters. I wanted to talk but no single word came out of my mouth. It was so silent. I cant hear anything.. only the wind blowing whispering something in my ear. I wanted to cry.. I wanted to shout.. And for the very first time in my life I felt so weak and so helpless.
For more then 10 years of my life I always thought that I was blessed to find friends that is always been true and so caring to me. They accepted and loved me inspite of my flaws and ununderstandable attitude. Something that I myself can’t explain.
One of the things that I’m avoiding is to be to attached to my friends because someday I know that they will leave me (Like what usually happens to me ever since the world began) again, I was wrong, reading those letters made me realized that I was the one who left them. I thought that it was not a decision it just happen but sometimes, you just don’t realize that you are making a decision through your actions and how the nature works for you..
to those people whom I have hurt so much and failed them in anyways, I’m sorry.. I have no power to turn back the hands of time
How do we spell TIME? Or time is very important and it is really gold.. you should know what time really means to you..
T– Thank you.. you should be thankful for the blessing that you are receiving day by day.. and say “thank u” even in the smallest favor a person did to you.
I– I Love you and I’m sorry.. say sorry 2d people whom u have hurt. and have the confidence to say I love u coz u never know when are u going to loose them.
M– Miss you.. a day without them is meaningless.. and let them know that
E– Encourage them.. That boost their confidence and another way of showing how much you love them..
People needs more of your T-I-M-E.. spend it wisely coz you might wake up one day feeling empty and incomplete
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